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the left side of my tongue is all numb/the nerves are busted due to the numbing shots and its bugging meeeeeeeeeeeeee
#everything else has worn off#pain killers are working like a charm#i think some of my top left stiches came out a bit#i heard a pop#i think i either swallowed my bottom ones or ive gotten used to the feeling so im ignoring them now#idk#i had refried beans for lunch and mesaged my mom for ideas to make em taste better AND HER IDEAS WERE GOOD#no spicy stuff#onion powder#garlic powder#paprika n butter#yes#good#loved it#i usually hate canned refried beans but i got an actually like-brand name that wasnted that *one* brand#ya know what one brand#and they looked good AND the added stuff tasted really good#gonna get more beans#bring em to work for lunch once i start work again#thats prob gonna be my best bet for lunches#gonna havt'a get up early for breakfast on work days cuz i have medications i have to take after breakfast and i dont wanna bring all of it#to work#anywayyyyyyyyyyyy#yeah#im comfortable#tongue is the onnly thing actually bugging me#makes it hurt to open my mouth#like the actual extraction sides hurt less than my tongue?#like bruh#nerve damage-its normal-should heal up in a few days-i also like-bit onto it during sleep?
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OW FUCK I THINK I JUST PULLED SOMETHING
#I HEARD A POP#bro my right leg is always fucked up istg#first i fracture my foot#then my strain my calf#then i strain my hamstring#then the pain from when i fractured my foot came back#THEN I FUCKING PULL SOMETHING?#<- it’s not that deep tho#ill get over it#im over it now actually#whatever#i miss him#i need to piss too#🙁
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so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.
first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.
it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.
and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.
you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.
and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.
your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.
in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.
in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.
so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.
you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.
once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.
and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"
you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?
hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!
you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.
we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?
#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck#good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen#im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3#writeblr#the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this''#and like also#''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist#i was <3 punctured <3 during mine#and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion''#so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3#she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh#ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance#i'd crash on the table#like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it#and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop!#and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just#woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes#she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room#from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing#and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying#and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap#with this terrible memory#i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like#that was too many liters#and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home#i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after#that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty#you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it#while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED#and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.
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Suptober - Day 1 | Autumn
#suptober24#destiel#dean winchester#castiel#destiel art#destiel fanart#spnfanart#wiggleart#happy suptober!!!#when I saw the word autumn this song popped in my head which I first heard on TikTok of all places lol#also I just can’t wait for the leaves to finish turning and to go on lovely nature walks#I love this time of year#tho winter is my overall favorite season
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my sleep schedule is still messed up-
#my art#king dice#king dice fanart#devildice#the devil#the devil fanart#cuphead show#im sorry bu i heard this audio an this popped in my mind#im so tired#animation
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this image has been living in my brain for a full 24 hours
#star wars#tbb#the bad batch#the bad batch spoilers#art#cody#commander cody#cc2224#memes#the moment i heard the words 'went AWOL' this popped in my head and refused to leave#i saw someone post the meme but i had to draw it#storminormins art#oh no this is my first official art of 2023#starting off with a bang
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...and they were coworkers. (an actual conversation from my last job)
#detroit become human#gavin reed#chris miller#guys i love chris a lot and i will always be saying this#but still its insane to think back on conversations i could never fit in a fandom or even my own ocs#like i used to draw a lot for work stories at both my restaurant job and my deli job#but this was from the restaurant one where i worked for 10 years#i still to this day feel angry that a manager made an employee go dumpster diving for his wedding ring but the conversation after it?#randomly pops in as a thing that actually escaped my coworkers mouths#also the coworker wasnt joking about blackmail entirely which is WHY the response he got took me tf out when i heard it#gotta go to bed soon ! workin tomorrow
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the kids are goin to edgewave @aniraklova ✭
#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#edgewavefest#edgewavefest2024#ts4 render#sims 4#myedits#AUverse#gaston#sue#dhestyn#kelly#bow#ty for the cool event kari !#couldn't participate last year bc of school but this year... i am a free man#get ready for the shittiest pop punk you've ever heard in your life#set list included bc. idk. why not.#also finally gave the kids' band an actual logo#yk i go back & forth on their band name bc on one hand it's kinda bad right#but. on the other hand they were 14 when they came up with it so like. it being kinda bad makes sense#n e way. kelly with long hair. heart eyes.
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He's a bitch
He's a lover
He's a child
He's a mother
He's a sinner
He's a saint
He does not feel ashamed
He's your Hell
He's your dream
He's nothing in between
You know we wouldn't want him any other way
Lyrics adapted from Bitch by Meredith Brooks
Now with an Ed-focussed Part 2
#I'm sorry I don't know what came over me#I haven't heard this song in years but it popped into my head#and well.... I had to#ofmd#stede bonnet
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Smugishita
Bonus:
#this was the first thing that popped into my head when I read that wbk panel#I’m sorry but I even heard his lil ‘heh’ in Anya’s voice#wbk#mangacaps#mangacap#wind breaker#kyotaro sugishita#anya forger#spy x family#spy x family anya#wbk sugishita#wind breaker sugishita#memes
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where are my patch sisters at
#i feel like ive never even heard it get mentioned in pop culture#but my doc recd it specifically because of my PMDD
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Tiny, a child: POPPY NO!
The literal fucking adults: POPPY YES!!!!!
I love these morons
#I’m wondering if Floyd ever lived in Volcano Rock City#that rocker hand thing and the fact that he REALLY loves rock music?? and where would he go when he left Pop Village???#VOLCANO ROCK CITY#then he had to heave left before the events of TWT and then got kidnapped#like no pop troll ever heard of rock until TWT but I imagine Floyd learned first#that’s just my headcanon tho lol#trolls band together#dreamworks trolls#trolls 3
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lestat being both french and italian explains everything, because there is actually nothing wrong with him, he's just like that.
#there is nothing we could have done to prevent this tragic event 😔#everybody calling him their beautiful bpd princess as if being emotionally dysregulated and dramatic as fuck isn't the most ita/fr combo#he took “les francais sont des italiens de mauvaise humeur/les italiens sont des francais de bonne humeur” way too seriously#now i need him to tell me every single thoughts he has ever had on every single rivalry between france and italy#(pop culture/football/history/art.. EVERYTHING)#because i just know that he has the most extreme opinions over the stupidest shit ever (rightfully so)#me strapping him to a chair to ask him if he heard the iconic “materazzi ha fatto goal ridateci la gioconda”#and what are his thoughts about the gioconda situation in general#i need an interview with that vampire#both a real interview and a “daniel molloy in the 70's” type of interview#but that's for another day#do i find him highly unlikeable and would kill him without ever regretting it? yes#do i still want to peg him? yeah#c'est la vie#lestat de lioncourt#interview with the vampire#iwtv#amc iwtv
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JULIE AND THE PHANTOMS (2020) // JULIE E OS FANTASMAS (2011) 1.01 - Wake Up // 1.01 - Enfrentando Fantasmas -> Julie meets the Band.
#julie and the phantoms#julie e os fantasmas#jatp#mine#mine:gif#storytime: when i was in middle school i found myself to be obsessed with julie e os fantasmas (jeof)#and by watching it i have learned some words in portoguese which - later in my life - i have always wanted to learn better#besides that - in middle school i used to wear julie's iconic side ponytail !! i was THE biggest jeof fan like EVER#i used to watch it with my little sister and i would pretend i had some ghosts friends as well - popping out of my stereo (lol)#so... flash forward to 2020. i can't recall HOW i found out about jatp... it's just that i have heard of it and i was like hold on...#does this have to do anything with jeof? so i was super intrigued and watched the pilot and YES!! a brand new up-to-date remake#of my favorite tv show as a kid LIKE WOW. and idk i thought it was somehow underground as the og one ... saw NO ONE talking about it online#until up recently when i got back on tumblr (actually 2 years ago) and i saw there was this LIVELY community of people appreaciating this#show AS MUCH as i was appreciating the og as a youngster.#goes without saying that it was so surprising to me and it healed parts of me that i didn't think needed to be healed. wow. just wow.#i have never posted content for these two bad boys#mostly bcs i was salty that jatp was canceled (ugh) until now!! i hope you enjoyyyyy#ALSO i remember as a kid i was watching jeof on tv right? but i had missed some episodes so i remember LMAO going online and there was this#website (like a random person's own website) that was hosting all of the episodes. my very first experience with streaming series online
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Always have in my brain that one post from years ago that said something like "when looking at your followers it's good to remember half of them are probably bots and a half of the ones left are probably inactive that's why I'm only celebrating reaching 1000 followers now" I just think that's the funniest way you can calculate how many people actually follow you
#and is also how i count followers#what you heard the post#half of you are probably bots#and a further half inactive#its the only way to get the real numbers#but yeah honestly it just pops into my head every time i see someone else#celebrating a follower number#my heads just like#but did you actually calculate it properly#did you!!!!
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There were two terrorists the day Newgrounds fell. While the news stories described them as “twins” or “the duo”, they were different as night and day.
They rarely saw the one they called The Chosen One. He stalked through the carnage, a wraith among the shadows. His mouth hung open, smoke billowing from it and wreathing his head like an unholy halo. The only clear sight through the haze was the two piercing eyes, leftover from laser burn. He would not hurt them. Destroy their homes, yes. Chase them away with spears of ice, yes. But he would never touch them.
They prayed that they’d never come across The Dark Lord. He stood atop the website’s banner like a conquering king, backed by the fire he wielded. His cackling laughter mixed with the sizzle-snap of the flames, and he smiled as he wrought destruction.
In the end, it was The Chosen One who ended it– dragging his companion back to the hole they crawled out of. And then they disappeared. Leaving everyone else to pick up the pieces.
#not sure what this is#but it popped into my head and I liked it#so I wrote it down#threw in some colored text because what the heck#I just think of how the sticks on the ground must have felt about Chosen and Dark#they might have heard of the other attacks on other websites#but now they're coming after THEM#and they are TERRIFYING#animator vs animation#alan becker#rage's ramblings about sticks
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